Friday, January 11, 2008

today i'm here to blog because this had went tru my mind when i was walking home today...
shall not talk bout my life and wat so eeva..is jux studies and com..also watched why why love..was a fun, nice, touching and sad show!!
it ssuper super nie and i strongky strongly recoomend it!!

anyways let's start with a topic called friendship..
hmm..when i walked home today i felt that friendship is not as long lasting as what we think..everybody said u are my friend u are my bestest friend and wat so eva its like so dumb..
if friendship was to be divided into 100% then u are to give each of ur friend..how many will each of them hold??

*pls try to understand athough its difficult*

i tried to be a best friend somehow..i tried to stay happy..i tried not to be too emo in my blog cause i only wanna remember good stuffs but this had got into me again and agian maybe someday i might jux die..maybe someday i will jux dissappear?! or go missing?! being kipnapped or even lost my memoery and mind..i dun wan to be forggotten..i wanna be remembered..but will that happen?think for urself have u ever felt that when u die what is the impression u gave to the people who are still living and love u?

i really like when a group of us stays tgt 4eva and being there for each other whenever someone needs help..i also cannot forget the times where we stayed inside a small cram room gossiping..i miss those days..i miss the days where we jux sit there quietly..i miss a class filed with whispers and giggles and jokes and laughter..i want a watch which can stop the happy time..remove the sad times and going back to happiness functions..we may stil meet..we may still contact but what is it that will be remembered..where do i really stand int he hearts of my friends?am i a at least 10% of friend in their hearts or is it 0?
is it 90% or 50%?
where do i stand ?what is the meaning of true friendship?where is the place where i really belong?

with love eugene..

this is not emo post..pls tag:)